How Blogging Led to My Personal Growth

It's hard to believe that I've been blogging now for over 12 years. I've written 100's of posts, some short and some long. I've had my shares of ups and downs here but in the end I'm glad I stuck with it. It's made me realize that blogging has led to my personal growth.

What's happened is that I've been reposting and repopulating old posts from my archive. I took these posts down a few years ago thinking they were of no use, but now I realize I was wrong. Sure there were some cringe worthy type of posts back then, but I look at them now and smile. I'm so far removed from them now and I realize I so different now.

As I repopulate these posts I can't help but remember where I was in my personal and professional life. I also notice how busy I was. My posting frequency is proportional to how crazy my work and personal life is. Yet still, I wrote at least a few posts a year. 

Year 2007 to 2009

Back in the early 2007-2009 era I spent a lot of time blogging about Forex, Stocks, and using AI to trade the markets. It was during this time that I first wrote my RapidMiner tutorials. They brought me a lot of traffic and I adored the attention. I market timed and moved money in and out of my accounts, thinking I can beat the market. Lo and behold I was wrong. 

I also held onto some crazy ideas back them about Objectivism and Libertarianism. As I grow older I realize that this selfish way of living is a folly. Life does not have to be a zero sum game. Yes, invest in your future but also invest in deep relationships, love, health and Nature. Cultivate those and you'll find balance and true wealth. 

Year 2010-2014

In the 2010 to 2014 era I saw some big changes to this blog. I ramped up my blog posts around Machine Learning and what was to become Data Science. I created a lot of YouTube videos on how to use RapidMiner and it generated even more traffic for me. I was still working full time as a Civil Engineer but I began to dream of moving into the Machine Learning space. As luck would have it, RapidMiner moved to Boston and got VC funding. 

In 2014, RapidMiner offered me a job as a Sales Engineer and I accepted. I made a sharp career change. I couldn't believe how fast things could change, but they did for the better. 

I learned that passion, learning, and dedication can change your life. If you want something bad enough, you must chase it. You must work hard and learn, face the obstacles and work through or around them. After some time, you'll see how far you've grown and how successful you can be. 

Year 2015-2017

From 2015 to 2017 I cut my teeth as a Data Scientist. I learned so much about Data Science, Marketing, and especially Sales. I've come realize that I LOVE working in Sales. No matter how crazy and stressful it can be sometimes, it matches my personality. It's who I am. The stars have aligned!

I've always loved public speaking and presenting and now I was presenting to CTO's and CIO's all over the USA. Yes, the travel burned me out but I learned how to compensate for that (now). I did make A LOT of bad decisions for my health. I ate too much, drank too much, and sat in my chair. While at RapidMiner I gained about 40 lbs, something I'm working off now. 

I left RapidMiner in 2017 to start my own Data Science and Engineering consultancy. I built up a client base in both fields but left after a serendipitous phone call in July of next year, more on this next.

In the end, those years were tough working years. I loved every minute of it. The startup life was and IS for me. I looked back and kicked myself for not making the leap sooner. I learned that you can't hide who you are, you must BE who you are. The longer you hide from that, the more miserable you will become. I know it's scary and I'll admit that I was scared, but there comes a time when it's now or never. I chose now. 

Year 2018 - present

I worked in my own consultancy for over a year before I got phone call from my now colleague Josephine. We had met back in 2014 when she was a new hire at H2O.ai. She reached out to me because she had an extra ticket for H2O World in New York and offered it to me. I declined because I had some client meetings but I did tell her that I left RapidMiner last year. 

That call set up a chain reaction where two weeks later, I had an offer to join the Sales team at H2O.ai. I made preparations to close down my consultancy and in September 2018 and joined the team. It's been wild and rewarding ride ever since!

I owe it all to Blogging

I owe everything to Blogging. I do. I took my passion for AI and turned it into a career. Along the way I've met so many awesome people and now I'm surrounded by so many awesome people. I'm part of the Maker culture where you "make stuff" happen and I'm humbled to be there. It's crazy, wild, stressful, adventurous, hard, enlightening, and plain awesome. 

I would've never been here if I resigned myself to my fate back in 2007. Do what scares you, do what you love. Make your world sing.

Don't Dream it, Be it!

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