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Managing Your Time with Stoicism

Lately I've been reading Seneca as part of my exploration of Stoicism. There's a lot of great things here and I recommend you check out the video and my notes below:

To live well we must be constant students of life

  • Seneca's essay "On the shortness of life" reminds us that time is a non-renewable resource
  • Treat time as a commodity, people guard their property but squander time
  • The amount of time we get is uncertain, you could die at 20 or 100
  • Death creeps up on time wasters
  • Make the most of time, it is an amplifier when used properly

Don't invest your time preparing for life

  • Seneca pushes us to live right now and not to delay happiness
  • Your typical life is work till 60 and then wait to be happy
  • What usually happens is your old to enjoy life then and regret not making most of life
  • Planning the big things in life but don't delay living it

Live life for your own self

  • Being busy with things we don't like is the greatest distraction of your life
  • We waste time at jobs we don't like, relationships we're not happy in, etc
  • Invest your time into making a life worth living

Practice Premeditatio Malorum

  • While you waste your time by procrastinating, life goes on
  • Researchers call the dissonance of "short-term gratification vs long-term commitments" as time inconsistency
  • To fight this, use Premeditatio Malorum which is a form of negative visualization
  • Think of what could go wrong with your long term task and then make plans to achieve it. This will offset the distractions

Make Long Term Rewards Immediate

  • The need to procrastinate it he most powerful RIGHT at the start of work
  • When rewards are years away (i.e. diploma, career, et), you tend to procrastinate
  • To overcome, you must bundle a reward at the start of the task
  • You can eat a piece of cheesecake when you lost 10lbs or give yourself time to browse the web once you finished those pesky spreadsheet task

Make the Most of your Free Time

  • Too often we waste our free time with stupid stuff. Gossiping, drinking at the bar, etc
  • There's plenty of time to do everything we want if we just stop wasting our free time
  • We work hard to earn money and free time, so why waste that precious free time
  • Use your lunch hour to explore the city, write in a journal, play an instrument, reading, etc
  • To beat mediocrity and start living your life, make the most of your free time

Spend time reflecting on your past

  • Present time is transitory (it's moving), Future is uncertain, the past is unalterable
  • Seneca says pay attention to the past, so you can be effective today
  • Personal note: Journaling is a wonderful way of capturing the past

Stop Wasting Time in Life's Trivialities

  • We are all guilty wasting our time in trivialities (Social Media)
  • Social Media sucks your time away
  • When your happy you fill your time with activities that are valuable and meaningful to the vision you want of your life

Invest your time creating new memories

  • While you preoccupy your time with trivialities, death approaches that you can't escape
  • Invest your time into creating new memories and philosophies
  • Memory is more enduring than grief (Ed. Very true. I call it Adventuring)
  • Memories may be fleeting but they deliver more happiness than anything else
  • Do yourself a favor and take on challenges and adventures, learn to play music, travel, etc

Invest your time in Philosophies

  • The Study of Philosophy is the most invaluable teacher
  • Study as much of philosophy (current, past, etc) as you can because it will help you in your life
  • Your life will expand and your wisdom will grow
  • A Philosopher is a lover of wisdom: truth, virtue, life and death

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The Big Rocks

I'm back in Silicon Valley for a few days to attend our yearly Sales Engineering (SE) training. It's a great way for the growing SE team to get together and talk shop. I find these yearly meetings very useful but they're hectic. Fun but hectic.

I love being on California. It's such a wonderful place for the outdoors and 'chilling' in cities like San Francisco. I'm a big fan of the SoCal desert areas and Joshua Tree is one of my favorite destinations. Ever since I life in Albuquerque, I've had a pull toward the mountains and deserts. Yet it seems that I won't get away this time for much needed fun out in those mountains.

There's always time for work, but never enough time for yourself or loved ones.

I pondered this as I was flying 36,000 feet over the United States and it reminded me of Franklin Covey. I've learned that YOU have to make the time for yourself. You have to make it point to go work out, hike and have fun. It's those "Big Rocks" that Franklin Covey once wrote about. The Big Rocks are those important things in your life. Family, love, personal care/growth, etc/ Put those in a jar and you'll see that space is still there. Then you add sand, and the sand fills everything up. The sand is your work life. There's always time for work, but never enough time for yourself or loved ones. 

...noise robs you of your precious time.

It's easy to lose track of this habit and I've been guilty of this for sure. Still, it's not a bad thing to lose your way from time to time, the real bad thing is not to course correct. 

To achieve this I plan on digging out my old 7 Habits for Highly Effective People and give it another read through. I'm going to focus on all the habits but I'll spend time revamping my Google Tasks to accommodate something called "[quadrants]."(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_7_Habits_of_Highly_Effective_People) Covey broke down tasks into four sub categories and when you do that you identify the tasks that are noise.  This is important because noise robs you of your precious time. Spend more time on important tasks and don't do the unimportant ones.

What legacy am I leaving behind?

Once you do that you can free up your time to focus on those Big Rocks, and that's what's important. In the end, it's those Big Rocks are the legacy you leave behind. What legacy am I leaving behind? What legacy are YOU leaving behind.

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How Blogging Led to My Personal Growth

It's hard to believe that I've been blogging now for over 12 years. I've written 100's of posts, some short and some long. I've had my shares of ups and downs here but in the end I'm glad I stuck with it. It's made me realize that blogging has led to my personal growth.

What's happened is that I've been reposting and repopulating old posts from my archive. I took these posts down a few years ago thinking they were of no use, but now I realize I was wrong. Sure there were some cringe worthy type of posts back then, but I look at them now and smile. I'm so far removed from them now and I realize I so different now.

As I repopulate these posts I can't help but remember where I was in my personal and professional life. I also notice how busy I was. My posting frequency is proportional to how crazy my work and personal life is. Yet still, I wrote at least a few posts a year. 

Year 2007 to 2009

Back in the early 2007-2009 era I spent a lot of time blogging about Forex, Stocks, and using AI to trade the markets. It was during this time that I first wrote my RapidMiner tutorials. They brought me a lot of traffic and I adored the attention. I market timed and moved money in and out of my accounts, thinking I can beat the market. Lo and behold I was wrong. 

I also held onto some crazy ideas back them about Objectivism and Libertarianism. As I grow older I realize that this selfish way of living is a folly. Life does not have to be a zero sum game. Yes, invest in your future but also invest in deep relationships, love, health and Nature. Cultivate those and you'll find balance and true wealth. 

Year 2010-2014

In the 2010 to 2014 era I saw some big changes to this blog. I ramped up my blog posts around Machine Learning and what was to become Data Science. I created a lot of YouTube videos on how to use RapidMiner and it generated even more traffic for me. I was still working full time as a Civil Engineer but I began to dream of moving into the Machine Learning space. As luck would have it, RapidMiner moved to Boston and got VC funding. 

In 2014, RapidMiner offered me a job as a Sales Engineer and I accepted. I made a sharp career change. I couldn't believe how fast things could change, but they did for the better. 

I learned that passion, learning, and dedication can change your life. If you want something bad enough, you must chase it. You must work hard and learn, face the obstacles and work through or around them. After some time, you'll see how far you've grown and how successful you can be. 

Year 2015-2017

From 2015 to 2017 I cut my teeth as a Data Scientist. I learned so much about Data Science, Marketing, and especially Sales. I've come realize that I LOVE working in Sales. No matter how crazy and stressful it can be sometimes, it matches my personality. It's who I am. The stars have aligned!

I've always loved public speaking and presenting and now I was presenting to CTO's and CIO's all over the USA. Yes, the travel burned me out but I learned how to compensate for that (now). I did make A LOT of bad decisions for my health. I ate too much, drank too much, and sat in my chair. While at RapidMiner I gained about 40 lbs, something I'm working off now. 

I left RapidMiner in 2017 to start my own Data Science and Engineering consultancy. I built up a client base in both fields but left after a serendipitous phone call in July of next year, more on this next.

In the end, those years were tough working years. I loved every minute of it. The startup life was and IS for me. I looked back and kicked myself for not making the leap sooner. I learned that you can't hide who you are, you must BE who you are. The longer you hide from that, the more miserable you will become. I know it's scary and I'll admit that I was scared, but there comes a time when it's now or never. I chose now. 

Year 2018 - present

I worked in my own consultancy for over a year before I got phone call from my now colleague Josephine. We had met back in 2014 when she was a new hire at H2O.ai. She reached out to me because she had an extra ticket for H2O World in New York and offered it to me. I declined because I had some client meetings but I did tell her that I left RapidMiner last year. 

That call set up a chain reaction where two weeks later, I had an offer to join the Sales team at H2O.ai. I made preparations to close down my consultancy and in September 2018 and joined the team. It's been wild and rewarding ride ever since!

I owe it all to Blogging

I owe everything to Blogging. I do. I took my passion for AI and turned it into a career. Along the way I've met so many awesome people and now I'm surrounded by so many awesome people. I'm part of the Maker culture where you "make stuff" happen and I'm humbled to be there. It's crazy, wild, stressful, adventurous, hard, enlightening, and plain awesome. 

I would've never been here if I resigned myself to my fate back in 2007. Do what scares you, do what you love. Make your world sing.

Don't Dream it, Be it!

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September 2019 Thoughts

My posting activity has started to drop off again. This is partly due to a large workload and traveling schedule. I'm enjoying my work immensely but my blog is neglected as a result. A few weeks ago I even considered shutting this blog down because I feel like I'm like an "old man shouting at clouds."

I've come to realize that my skills are not in coding but in communication.

I know that many people find value in my old RapidMiner tutorials and videos but my heart isn't in making any new ones. My YouTube channel is also neglected partly because I work for H2O.ai now and because there's so much free content on Machine Learning and Data Science out there now. I think that's awesome.

There's never been a greater time to get into Data Science and Machine Learning than ever before. There are so many 'rock star' programmers, Kagglers, and technologists out there now. You can't NOT be amazed how fast the 'AI' space is changing, for better or for worse. I consider myself lucky to have joined near ground zero and love the fact that I'm a part of it now.

BUT.

I've come to realize that my skills are not in coding but in communication. Sure I code stuff, mostly to make my life easier and automating the boring stuff (great book BTW), but my expertise is best used elsewhere. Sometimes I don't even know what this means but I feel alive when I talk to prospects or customers and help them go from a 'zero level AI person' to applying 'AI' to their problems and help solve them. I seem to be good at connecting the dots, and using tactics and strategies to solve problems. I think that's the Engineer in me.

Someone scrawled on a wall "Be the Bodhisattva you seek."

I've also become more politically aware and active over the past few years. The reason? Trump. I won't devolve into a right vs left discussions here as I find them useless BUT I've always been an environmentalist. This current administration has attacked so many people and groups because of their color of skin, who they love or identify as, and religion. There are so many fights to fight and mine is the environment.

Our entire planet is under assault from climate change, habitat loss, extinction and pollution. All in name of money. Yet I've blogged about trading and investing. I've blogged about making money. Am I as complicit as credit card companies that approve gun transactions to a future school shooter?

While technically I'm not cutting down trees or killing baby seals, my recommendations, actions, and investments might support doing just that.

Am I part of the problem? Yes, I believe so.

Many years ago I took a course in world religions. I was most enamored with Buddhism, not in the classical sense but more of the Zen version. I learned about Bodhisattvas and how they chose to "out of compassion, forgo[sic] nirvana in order to save others." Granted, I'm an atheist but I found Bodhisattvas interesting. Then I read a piece of graffiti that made me question everything. Someone scrawled on a wall "Be the Bodhisattva you seek."

I can spend hours in flame wars with people on Facebook or Twitter about climate change and not change anyone's position. I've realized that relating and compassion is much more powerful that attacking someone's position.

I think I can help shape the dialogue in a healthy and sustainable way.

Everyone wants to drink clean water, breath fresh air, and eat healthy food. It doesn't matter what your political leanings are, I think this is a universal fact. However, if you tie this to work and jobs, then things get interesting. Let me give you an example:

"I don't care about some endangered animal, I have my family to feed"

"Climate change is fake news because China wants us to be less competitive and you'll lose jobs"

"The wind isn't blowing tonight, so you can't watch TV"

"There's so many job killing regulations"

Take your pick or make your own, there's hundreds of these divisive messages out there. Why? Because of money.

As a former Civil Engineer, I can design water and wastewater plants. I've designed groundwater recharge systems and wetlands. I fully understand how humans impact the land, sea, and air AND I think I can help stop this onslaught. Armed with Data Science and AI, I think I can make an impact. I think I can help shape the dialogue in a healthy and sustainable way.

What does this mean for the blog? I don't know yet but I want to become the Bodhisattva I'm seeking.

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Last Week

Last week was one for the books. I ended up being stranded for 24 hours in Charlotte, NC on Wednesday and couldn't get a flight out until the next day. Thanks crazy weather! Overall it was a good week.

Work

  • Traveled to Chicago to present at a meetup
  • Traveled to Charlotte for a meeting
  • Worked on some internal videos
  • Usual SE duties

Personal

  • Ran 2.5 miles total
  • Initiated a small EURUSD short position
  • Started reading Meditations by Marcus Aurelius
  • Started landscaping work on rental #2

On top of all this, I continue to journal everyday. I find that this activity to be deeply introspective and helps me reflect on the days events.

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